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Name: Matt "Doc" Martin
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NOTICE TO ALL WHO READ THIS JOURNAL O’MINE. You can post here if you don't have an LJ. But, YOU MUST IDENTIFY YOURSELF IN SOME WAY TO ME. If you do not, your comment will be screened by me. And I will feed you to the wolves.
In the end, you’ll know which people really love you. They’re the ones who see you for who you are and, no matter what, always find a way to be at your side.
I used to think every day I didn't wake up and gargle a few rounds from a revolver was a victory, but little "golden moments" like this make me wonder, "A victory for who?"
When facing difficult tasks, act as though it's impossible to fail. If you're going after Moby Dick, take along the tartar sauce.
To hell with Nietzsche. I'm tired of being strengthened. -Solomon Short
Don't say another word. Up until now, I've been polite. If you say anything else - word one - I will kill myself. And when my tainted spirit finds it's destination, I will topple the master of that dark place. From my black throne, I will lash together a machine of bone and blood, and fueled by my hatred for you this fear engine will bore a hole between this world and that one. When it begins, you will hear the sound of children screaming - as though from a great distance. A smoking orb of nothing will grow above your bed, and from it will emerge a thousand starving crows. As I slip through the widening maw in my new form, you will catch only a glimpse of my radiance before you are incinerated. Then, as the tears of bubbling pitch stream down my face, my dark work will begin. I will open one of my six mouths, and I will sing the song that ends the earth. |
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Stolen completely from kobold, though I did share link on my Facebook page yesterday.
(I'm pretty sure I've said all this before, but I'm saying it again....)
(double edit- the bill is satire - a comedian is presenting it - I should have said before - but it's proving how a lot of people love to pick and choose their morality/God's will)
Which, unlike gay marriage, we have a LOT of research on and how it impacts families. And unlike ANYTHING involving homosexuality, Jesus actually spoke against it. Most telling part of the article?
"As much as everyone would like to see fewer divorces, making it illegal would be 'impractical,' said Ron Prentice, the executive director of the California Family Council who led a coalition of religious and conservative groups to qualify Proposition 8."
Yeah - it's more practical to rip rights away from a minority than actually stand behind you're "We're about keeping the sanctity of marriage" bullshit, right?
Let me say this right now: If you're opposed to gay marriage because of the Bible, you think it'll hurt the sanctity of marriage, or that "we don't know how it'll affect families" bullshit (ps - we do - other people have been doing it for a long time and it's no different than straight families) but you won't stand against divorce with the same vigor and rage over what IT does, then you are a hypocrite. End of story.
You're picking and choosing your religion/standards of morality and you have no actual dedication to the cause you so valiantly scream about. You're a bully who only wants to find when the victim is small, easy, and outnumbered. If you really mean it, stand the fuck up and fight divorce. If you can't do that, shut your fucking mouth about what is and isn't right that other LEGAL, CONSENTING ADULTS do and mind your own fucking business.
And stop lying about what you're fighting for. If you don't stand against divorce, you're not fighting for family values and the sanctity of marriage. You're fighting for your rights to hate fags, keep other people below you and use a handful of Bible verses to justify yourself.
I have mad hetero love for Randy. Current Mood: feisty
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Bah. Artist that was to do one of my stories that hopefully would have been in "Dead Future" is full of FAIL. Dude never got back in touch with me and has missed deadline after deadline. Thankfully, I had not paid him in advance, so f him. Sadly, a statue I mailed to someone else about 2 years ago to be repainted is ALSO way the fuck over due and my deadline to just have it returned to me as is was missed. No telling WHEN I will get it back, so I have written it off. Now I am out cost of statue AND all the money I had paid ahead of time, plus I need to buy another. None on eBay at this point, but if you see one of these:  lemme know. Shitty sculpt, but I still want it (again) for my collection. Anyhow... A few more books read: The Last Oracle - James Rollins - Straight up popcorn actioner that was stale as hell by the end. Lucky for me i go in expecting crap, though. C- The Devil's Eye - Jack McDevitt - I like Jack McDevitt, and I have enjoyed his Alex Benedict novels. However, this one seemed a bit repetitive at points. I was still entertained and all, but thought this could have been done better. C+ Fallen Dragon - Peter F. Hamilton - I do not like books with reset buttons. Also, the back makes you think 3 characters will be featured equally. Instead, it was 80% 1, 15 % 2, and 5% 3. All in all, not great. C- Hidden Empire - Kevin J. Anderson - This was...interesting. Very dense and it teaches you not to get too attached to any character you might meet, as they could die at any time. The various alien races are a bit too godlike at times, but are well fleshed out. I am unsure how this will stretch into numerous books, or how the various factions will get resolved, but I will go at least one more book into it. B+ At any rate, feeling icky and annoyed, so that's it for now. Current Mood: pissed off
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We're adrift in an ocean of the mind. Our lives consist primarily of navigating through shoals and storms, enjoying the experience of a thousand ports, putting landing parties ashore on strange islands, taking visitors aboard, and dropping anchor occasionally to bask in the sunlight. The destination is of no consequence.
I got yet another birthday gift!! Madden 2010 appeared on my desk from D. Crap....now I have 2 games to play! (I am psyched to see what the Pats team looks like on it...maybe Sunday?) Eugenics was bad. But, as much as anyone may disagree, THIS is a potentially great idea. How many of you know someone on welfare that pumps out kids and looks forward to their check as a result? Those kids grow up in squalor and most turn to crime/drugs/etc. They keep the slums active and society suffers.
Take me for example: I am an intelligent guy, not hideous, with some mental issues, but otherwise perfectly healthy. I will never have a child and plan on getting myself “fixed” soon. Meanwhile, D’s coworker is pregnant and she is dumb as a stone, and her husband is slightly slower. This has all the makings for the dumbest kid ever. The world’s IQ drops accordingly. Naturally, this will never pass in New Zealand, and the mayor has made other charged comments and really seems like a dick, but does this warrant further thought and consideration? And how do you determine "problem parents" fairly? I think it is a shame that you have to register to vote, get a license to drive, but any moron can breed. Two more books read:
Grimspace - Ann Aguirre: This was recommended and loaned to me by novaengliae. I wanted to like it, really I did. But I start off by reading the cover and seeing it was endorsed by Linnea Sinclair, who I read once and hated. But, I soldiered on. My biggest gripe is how poorly the universe was laid out. Things appeared but seemed haphazardly added. I never understood the motivation of most characters, and the lead was a bit wimpy. All in all C-.
Cowboy Feng's Space Bar and Grille - Steven Brust: Another book I wanted to like better, but I think I went in expecting Spider Robinson humor, and it was...different. I will ned to read this again to pick up the more subtle bits. I like the Vlad Taltos series, I am sure I should enjoy his Sci-Fi hopefully. C+ So I have noticed of late a tendency for people to get too easily offended. And I wonder to myself “why?” If people get offended by a joke…harden the fuck up. Most of the following applies to Americans, so my un-American readers’ mileage may vary.
You live in a country that does not feel equality is necessary for all. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country that is bringing our sons and daughters home in body bags, fighting a war we will not win for a reason that was not valid. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country that a religious group would turn into a theocracy if they could. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country where a cult poured a ton of money into a state to influence an election by preying on the weak willed and they succeeded. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country where douche bags destroy the lives of people and are not put to death for their crimes. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country where people like Rick Olney lose a bunch of court cases yet is not made to pay the penalty, while people he ripped off struggle to feed their kids. Get offended about THAT.
You live in a country that has long ago lost sight of what it means to be an American and has become worse than what they originally left. Get offended about THAT.
Seriously…if you get worked up about the little shit, how are you going to have any energy left to do anything about the bigger shit? Try focusing and fighting to make our part of the world a better place. In theory, we have reason and logic on our side. Harden the fuck up and focus your ire on those who need a good ass-kicking. And pretty much if you know me at all and find yourself “surprised” or “offended” by something I say, you have not been paying attention and that is on YOU. When I am wrong, I apologize. I only apologize when I am wrong, and only when I mean it. So if you get an apology from me, you know it is true. I fuck up in life many a time, and try to do better the next. And I am fairly certain that I am a good person. And I am begging you to relax. Current Mood: cynical What's playing now: No music
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I've got a million dollar smile and I take it everywhere I go But you know I keep it hidden deep inside my big ole head And I only take it out at night when I'm alone in bed
I am pretty much of the mind that if you spend more time with your imaginary friends than your real ones, your priorities are, shall we put it delicately, fucked. But that is just my opinion. At any rate, we had a few trick or treaters come by last night and did not get through the first bag of crap candy we had. I dressed up as Jayne Cobb, as it was easiest and required least amount of work. And in another edition of "Duh, that was obvious!" news: It is a bad thing to lie to your insurance company. Dipshit Neighbors apparently failed to get that memo. Lucky I am kind enough to help their insurance company out. I swear, I can't stand those morons and there is not enough bad that can happen to them. More books read, with 2 wins and 2 losses: Icehenge - Kim Stanley Robinson : To start with, you don't hear about "Icehenge" for first 2/3rds of book. It all seemed a waste to me and I was hugely disappointed. It might be my fault for expecting it to go a way it did not, but I would rather blame the author. D The Scourge of God - S.M. Stirling: This series is definitely turning more fantasy flavored, but it works as entertainment for me. I am interested to see if they will get to explaining "The Change" definitively or not, but will enjoy the journey. B+ Don't Know Much About Mythology - Kenneth C. Davis: I feel this was a bit too vague at time, and too formulaic. Overall, it was nice to see how much of Christianity was cribbed from earlier myths and pagans, but hey...whatever works for them. I dunno if I will keep it, and wonder (hope) that the darling scribblerworks Scribbler's Guide to myth is better. (When I get it, that is). All in all, a solid B. Pride and Prejudice and Zombies - Jane Austen and Seth Grahame-Smith : It starts off great : "It is universally acknowledged that a zombie in possession of brains must be in want of more brains." Sadly, it gets BORING after that. I respect Jane Austen, but don't like her works. Adding a smattering of zombie talk in does not help. I was unable to finish this. Still, I will rate it based on the attempt, not the result, DAlso saw Paranormal Activity today with mavlock, novaengliae (and their spouses). It was....okay. Wish I had seen it at the cheap seats, but was mildly entertained and the female lead had magnificent breasts. Shame the camera spends half the movie in the bedroom and we get no topless scene. Besides all that, my birthday tomorrow has me cranky. Lucky I took the day off. Current Mood: cranky What's playing now: "Bullets" - Bob Schneider
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But I can't call you up no more And no we can't just be friends but now its time to let you go but I will not be broken no I will not be broken
The stupidity of my dipshit neighbors has not ceased to astound me. First of all, I am pretty sure they ended up next to me because they had their home foreclosed on. So right away, they demonstrated a failure to manage their money. Second: They lie about their dog, saying “he is part pit” and I find out he is full pit after I have him pried off my neck. Third: They strong an electric fence up on our shared fence and then the fat bitch of a wife mouths off to my girlfriend and her family about it. “We can do whatever we want. It’s OUR fence.” BUZZZ! Wrong answer, doughnut muncher. And guess what? Polk County Code Enforcement agreed with me! I don’t know if they were fined, but I sure hope so. At any rate, the electric fence came down. I went through a lawyer to see if they could be sued for their stupidity and negligence (as they had been told MANY times that the dog was trying to jump over the fence and snapping), but it turned out to be a no go, as the irresponsible pricks had no homeowners insurance, as they are renters. So, I am opting for small claims, and let Daddy Dipshit and Knucklehead Midget Son know. Daddy Dipshit lets me know he does not want that and he will check with his insurance. THEN, he gives ME an 800 number and a claim number and tells me to follow up! If that was not bad enough, apparently the number he gave me was filed wrong and will not work. I swear I would let it all go if they offered to let me punch them a few times in the face. Now, I gotta dick around with the small claims court system and hopefully make them pay 3-4 times as much as they could have gotten away with had they worked with me. But I have nothing but time, and no lack of willingness to see this through until I am satisfied. And the more they piss me off, the longer that will take. I was here before them, and I guarantee I will be here after they finally leave.
And Doughnut Muncher Dipshit better learn to shut up, because I no longer have to play nice with her.
In happier news, I finished two more books, but am less than impressed.
The Apocalypse Troll - David Weber - Ok story, with very predictable elements. This goes into trade pile, but I keep the Honor Harrington stuff. C
Quicksilver - Judith and Garfield Reeves-Stevens - VERY by-the-book actioner that, while entertaining, left me feeling dumber by the end. Stale popcorn at best. C-
Lastly: The art for my "Sacrifice" story is coming along nicely. I cannot wait to see it in "Dead Future" soon.
Also, can anyone hook me up with two copies of the latest Playboy with Marge Simpson? The gods damned Polk County Bible Belt does not have any places that appear to have it. And I have gone into some sketchy gas stations/etc. They sell WIGS but no quality porn. What has America come to? What's playing now: "Girlfriend" Eve 6
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The continuing saga of my dog bite: So my lawyer dropped his end of the case, as my dipshit neighbors apparently had no insurance/assets/intelligence, and the landlord is not at all responsible for whatever happens with their renters. My lawyer also mentioned it would have been easier to pursue HAD I DIED. While I crave the sweet release of death, not until these knuckleheads pay for their sins. To recap: They had a pit bull that they assured us was only “part pit” and super sweet. Many times they were warned by D and I that the dog was jumping at fence, snapping at us, etc, and we were assured they would keep a close eye on the dog (Copper). Then Copper lunges OVER the fence and bites me in the neck. It could have been D, could have been her 6 year old nephew, or any of our friends. I consider it lucky that it was me instead. As I mentioned before, it came within 1/2:’ of carotid and left a pretty nice gouge. Dipshit neighbors promised they would pay my insurance copays…never happened. They also said they had not fixed Copper as they had plans to stud him out. Which makes me ask: Who pays for a “part pit” stud? So in addition to being irresponsible dipshits, they are liars as well. So now it looks like I need to go through small claims. The good news is I have a near bullet proof case. Their dog bit me in my yard and left a great scar. Bad news is, like the deal some folks have had with Olney, that there is a chance that if I win, I will not collect. It will be easier, as we live in same state, and worst case scenario, I will turn it over to a collections agency and they can deal with having their credit further fucked up if they refuse to pay. I have already lost money, what difference is adding filing fees (which THEY will pay if they lose)? This is yet another reason why I do not like people. And get this…they have ANOTHER aggressive dog, still a pup, who growls, snaps, and jumps at fence. Yet, they DO NOT WATCH HIM. Our two dogs NEVER go out alone in our yard. That is how you control your pets and how you make sure no one gets bit. How many dogs do these morons need to lose before they figure it out? D is now nervous about being in back yard alone. Lucky, the new dog (Rocky) Book apparently does not like the mouthy little shit, and if he came over, I firmly believe Rocky (Book) would defend us. The funny thing is, I sent a letter offering to settle personally, and CHEAPER than Small Claims would be, yet the husband took offense when I mentioned his wife was a bit of a pill. I think that was afar nicer way than saying what she ACTUALLY was, which is a mouthy bitch. But again, they do not seem to be troubled with an excess of brains. I basically gave them to the end of this week to let me know if they will work with me to settle. Come Monday, I file and ride it out until done. Don’t mess with me and mine. and ganked from kobold: If a judge asks you to explain the core argument of why you're fighting gay marriage, "I don't know but help us stop it, anyway" is probably wrong, no matter how honest it actually is.Seriously? THESE are the people that stop basic human rights? No one I have talked to has given any reason other than their religion, which they are welcome to KEEP TO THEMSELVES. Current Mood: dipshit neighbors
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And everyone I've loved before Flashed before my eyes And nothin' mattered anymore I looked into the sky
Well we all want something better than We wish for something new Well we all want something beautiful Wish for something true Been lookin' for a reason and Something to lose
Sorry for lack of updates. I killed LoudTwitter, as it felt like too much spam. You wanna follow me on Twitter, follow me on Twitter. I am also on Facebook and MySpace, though I rarely go to either,
Patriots won last two games and looked MUCH better today. Of course, the team sat Joey Galloway, so there were less dropped passes. They handled a tough Baltimore defense and a surprisingly effective offense. I have high hopes again.
Finished a few more books since last update.
Settling Accounts: The Grapple - Harry Turtledove: All of this has happened before and it will all happen again. There is one more book in the series that I will only buy if CHEAP, do NOT want as gift, and hope that maybe will be carried in library. Barring that, I will randomly read chapters from previous books and make that the story. D-
Return to Mars - Ben Bova: Not as good as Mars, but ok. A bit repetitive. Will I read 3rd book? C
Acacia - David Anthony Durham: Took a long while to get into but paid off for investment ok. No "The Name of the Wind", but solid effort. B
Jhegaala - Steven Brust: Not as good as some, better than others in series. I wonder how it will all end. Here's to Vlad killing his way to happiness! B
More later, I am sure!Current Mood: sleepy What's playing now: "wheels" - Foo Fighters
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